limbo

We thought there’s another place where
both you and I could ever be.

Not just another made up lay or another
figment of imagination that both our minds
could shape.

There, you and I could love without stinting;
we could furnish love and obtain love at the
same time.

Fantasies could turn to reality as we deem,
but are we really seeing things correctly?
Are we really on precise trail on this so called
flight of life or we are just one of those divided
banshee who are trapped in limbo where there
our soul could only levitate?

When I seal my eyes and draw together every
memory of you that I held in both mind and
heart is the only rest I can seize a glimpse
of you for real.

Nowhere describes where we are yet in
a latent consign.

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fragile ecstacy

He shed a tear yet my feelings were dead to sympathize with his weakness.

I bleed his heart and turned ‘em into thousand pieces.
I forbid his words to come right through me and broke fragile ecstasy right before his eyes.

Had I made him think that I only loved him like he was a piece of trash or it’s the other way around?
But, that’s another story;
they were memories from the past. 1804*C^T 

all in your hands

All it took was your hands that had grasped my dying faith.

You gave my heart a chance to beat again and delivered me not into a delusion of wrong fate.

You lighted the light that had faded its flames and cupped my tears
and turned them into diamonds of laughter.

You traveled through the depths of my soul and lifted my tired spirit in one with you.

You shield me with your protection and brought peace to my fragile mind.

With you I was able to breathe freely and explore the vastness of my horizon, I was able to dream again and hope for the future.

All it took was your hand
that made me whole again.

1804*C^T 

your loving wings

I was touching the water with my finger tips and moved in circles like twister in water pool, I pressed my palm and feel the sloppiness it brings into my skin,The water became crystal clear and your face reflected with a radiant smile that fondly brings to me, as if I am looking in a mirror and glanced on your direction.

I saw you with my own eyes, you were dancing with glee on a summer breeze, and you were so alive and contented while dancing on the grass with flowers that falls upon your sanctity.
I called out at you but you can not hear a thing, I reach out my hands and touched your face in a distant but you can not feel a thing, you can not reach out to my hands.

Your surrounding turned black as if a summer day that turned to a rainy nights of misfits.
A twig fell on the water then you disappeared in the night, still my palm felt the sloppy water that runs through my pores, darkness surrounded me while tears rolled down my cheek.

I still can not believe you disappeared in the night just a wink of an eye. I picked myself on where I knelt down and felt the earth before my feet, the whirling wind cast away the darkness that surrounded me and a bright light shined through my direction.

I looked up and seen feathers fall upon my very being, it touches my body and puts me into an ecstasy of comfort that sought within my soul.
I felt love and wanted, I have never been alone in my whole life because you had always wrapped around your loving wings on my tired spirit.

A silent smile lighted my face. It is alright to let go now, I am safe and loved so much, though you disappeared in the night still your loving wings will always touch my heart for eternity, where ever you maybe.

1804*C^T

while you are sleeping

You are lying there and I am here in a world
I dared not to invite you in.

You are closing your eyes while my eye lids
are not dropping down.

Your unconsciousness freed me while my
consciousness eats me.

All the sighs are mine alone to keep while
a breathing coming in and out is yours in
your sleep.

Your sleeping image suddenly dawns
upon me like a ray of light that broke
through the clouds.

A shiver down my spine draw my very being,
guilt opened my eyes.

I wish you are the one who is here with me
and not this stranger who is lying on my bed.

1804*C^T

vulnerable kisses

Traveling hands through your flesh,
slowly by slowly sinking to the bottom
with you,

Swimming every inch of your being ‘til
you drop off empty handed except for
wanting me not out of your sight,
not out of your arms,

Time revolves like spokes of the wheel
and the adrenalin between us flows
through and through in high velocity that
can’t be hold back.

With the dancing wind and falling rain,
our soul moves and intertwined with each other,
none of us cant abstract,
fire is burning constantly,
it embraced us and enveloped us with mixed
emotion that cant be acknowledge by words,

Every thing stood still, the world is motionless,
speechless and it goes on our way of flow,

I am here with you, sink under, hard beating,
fast pulse, in fast motion, no need for words,
our eyes speaks, our soul dance,
skin touches and kisses are lingering,
no need for words,

Just shut up and kiss me.

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realm of you

If only I can speak what tick my thoughts and
convey to you a message that was never
been told.

I will, but gathering all the words that my nerves
can not find to utter thwarts my cravings and
turned into purposeless implications.

My gape were not shut from scouring your
presence on thoroughfare, from body to
silhouette, corpse into epitome; still a glaring
reflection of you I can not see and yet I seek
to perceive.

Please be nigh and answer my longing of
your nearness. Let me travel to the depths
of your thoughts and conceal me to a realm
where the sun can hovers at night, the stars
to illuminate, the flowers can sprout and the
birds can soar high into the sky.

Lure me and let me see what you see and
love what you love. Just take me, take me
to your castle in the sky, just,
only you and only I……

1804*
Catt^

belonging

If love has been dotingly known then the long
lingers and scouring will be over, hearts will
rest to where it truly belongs.

Those forlorn years that surpass with a
preserved lip will be replaced with a blissful
start and a loving memory that will never be
taken away.

When two people meet on the same path,
same journey their hearts became one.

From past into future it matters not for true
love knows no time, space nor even century
when it will suffice in you like candles in the dark.

1804*C^T

be in the right place

 

A bewitching day it may seem is when a handsome lad escorted a damsel with lively heart into a ball for a dance, but for us it started the other way around.

I did not see you as striking and gallant like those lasses proclaimed you to be. A dear man, noble and gentle you appear to those sparkling eyes who meekly watch eyed every move you make, every step you take and every word you speak. I goad to defy their sensitivity and approbation towards you and the same way you are to me.

Many nights we get into each others nerves and never start with a smile or a simple shrug of hello, but just all back talk of cockiness from our actions of stupidity for all those lame answers that we threw into each others faces.

You are a very proud man and I beg to deviate if why they hug the idea that it appears pleasing to them, whilst you in other hand begged pardon on my doggedness over you.

We never leave a day without disagreeing matters over matters and excuses over other excuses. But twist could happen in human lives and this I was not certain to.

One night, you asked for a dance and how did my mouth found no supremacy to utter an answer of condemnation, instead leaving you with “you may.”

The music started and every one brought their feet together with their cohorts on the dance floor. You leaded the way and seized my hands. You were hushed and so as I am. I busied my gape from one partner to another. Never did a solitary word come out from our mocking tongues and yet we only end the night with a vivid smile of retort.

This is a wide of the mark feeling; there must be a slip-up here. Me? Beginning to be fond of you? Oh not in a million years.

But how can really two people like each other when they at the first place despised each others company? This got to impede, but how am I going to tame my swollen with pride heart?

I dispossessed myself from going your way. Steer clear of all the places that I knew where my eyes can perceive a fleeting look of you as possible. But you seemed to be working on the other track, wholly opposite to what is in store on my coiled and fragile mind.

You occurred to all affairs I attend to and always made a grand display in front of my own eyes when I myself in full content kept my distance.

I can not bear to see in your minds eye that you are toiling tough to my proud and defiant yet in so affirm of oblivion heart.

Could there be any chance of an heir and a commoner to love each other with out hurdle? Could there be in any way of two different souls to fall into each others sanctity and that even a little hold of dream and hope of it is the last thing we could ever provoke to our common sense?

If what they say that “sometimes the last person on earth we want to be with is the one person we can not be without” I think that is how we both came to be, so compelling and bewitching.

So now our stubborn hearts finally respite to where it really belongs.

-fin-

the crazy bird and his crazy angel

-The crazy birds wish and his crazy angel-

 Once upon a time, though it wasn’t your time or my time, nor anyone’s time – but it was a very good time as it was, there was a bird whose been trapped on the cage and left with nothing but a dream of one day meeting his dream worm face to face. Always every morning he peeped up from his cage and looking down to that cute little worm swarming gracefully on the earth. The bird felt helpless and prayed and wished for his freedom and cried and cried for more for a miracle. Little did he know that his angel was sadly looking down at him and secretly cried for his disdains, because the beautiful and kindhearted angel could not bear his pain she showed up unto him on his cage. “Are you the one who has been sent to me from up above?” cried the bird. “I see your tears and felt your sorrows, so I am here to take that pain away. Now tell me my sweet little cute bird, what is your hearts desire?” asked the angel. “I want to be free and be one with that worm down there – you see her don’t you?” the bird excitedly replied. “Oh yes of course, okay then if that is what your hearts desire then let me blow you a kiss and embraced you with my loving wings to make your dreams come true” the angel sweetly said then blew him her kisses and wrapped her wings around the excited and impatient bird. –Smoke coming – lights flashing – star dust fallen from the sky. Then the bird turns to a tiny little cute worm. “Oh my, why did you turn me into a worm?” the bird who is now a tiny little cute worm asked with disbelief. “You are very little now, so you can just slip pass through this bars on this lonely cage then off you go and you will be free.” The angel comically smiled at the worm and laid a gentle kiss on his head and continued “You would never want to end up eating that worm down there don’t you my dear? So be happy.”

-fin-